today was one of those days that keep me alive. i had this deepavali thing at my house. i spent like the whole day cleaning my room (smtg i HATE to do). and i when i was done, that big grin that i hate so much appeared on my face. i was HAPPY (:

so people started coming at like 5.30 ish. we hanged around the porch area till more people came along. ate. then, we went up to my room. GOSH, my cupboard was totally raided! we tried on EVERYTHING (: i took out my old gothic stuff i never touched since i was like 12?! damn, it was awesome. i cranked up the stereo. we listened to avril lavigne, my idol :) and when innocence came on, DAMN! we switched off all the lights and sang at the top of our lungs. we took out our phones and started waving it in our hands, from side to side. it was AWESOME! (;

later, we went across the road, to an open field. we lit the sky with fireworks. they looked like shooting stars (: we played like we were five again. and when we were tired, i ran across and got my guitar. i played my song, black hole. and the best part was everyone sand along. it felt awesome. we sang under the firework lit sky until keetha brought in a cockroach. AND IT WAS ALIVE. haha, the screaming was awesome! and all those fireworks gone wrong ; when they explode on the ground and shocks everyone. haha.

days like these wont be forgotten. like ever. i feel so inspired. i think imma write a song. about today. LOL. as some people say, im the malaysian taylor swift? ==