the past few days sucked!!
quite GET A :(
phone kena rampas!
and and and
my daddy dun lemme go for nivedhan's dinner thing!!
so sad!!
i feel like my family is treating me differently!
gosh!
ever since last friday when i quit get a,
my life has changed a lot!
im not the same person i used to be.
im starting to go back to my standard 6 days..
haih..
i used to be so emo back then!!
always had that stupid plastic smile on..
..but ever since he came into my life,
that plastic smile actually became real!
as i grew in form 2,
everything became from bad to awesome.
until he left me..
i guess that kindda made me feel so bluek!
i didnt rweally give a shit after that lah.
dedicated my life to my fwens..
guys came and left..
..but fwens are forever, rite?!
i managed to get where i dreamed of being..
i got there with vishan's help :DD
by form 3, i did it lah!
and everything after that was perfect!!
i started tuition at get A..
that was the best move i made.
i got to know more people..
got more fwens..
life was perfect.
and then YOU came into my life.
i tot u'd be da same..
like all the other guys..
somehow, u're different.
you're everything i wanted!!
WITH BONUS FEATURES!
life was like heaven lah!!
UNTIL
i turned fifteen!
my grades dropped..
daddy canceled my b'day plans..
everything after that sucked lah.
i stopped get A cuz i had problems there..
im so depressed!
i loved that place!
it was da one place i cud go and juz be me :)
i felt like i belonged there.
when i quit, i felt like a part of me died.
after that, phone kena rampased..
parents found out about US!
*sob sob*
and after that..
i dunno lah..
i feel they're not treating me the same.
its a lot to go thru..
too much for one teenage gurl to handle.
now, even though im done with those crap,
i still am where i am..
RIGHT ON TOP.
but its worthless if you dun have happiness.
so yeah..
emo me?
*gulp*

owh! owh!
ninodku, dun forget our bet!!
when i win,
get me a teddy bear just like this one :p