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those four letters... do they really mean anything?
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 8:47 AM
LOVE im starting to think more about it.. what is love? its not abt da gifts you give her everytime u see her.. its not abt the sweet things u whisper in her ear.. its not abt all those kisses and huggiesss.. its abt the way he cries wen u leave him.. its abt the stupid things he does cuz he cant think straight without her.. its abt the fact that he'll never hate her, eventhough she hurt him beyond limits, cuz he just CANT. i've always tot love was a "touch n go" case.. a guy walks into ur life.. ..and leaves b4 u even realize he came in. im like that. im a sad "touch n go" case. WHY? dont we all have the same reason? its cuz the 1st he decided he was fed up and left u wen u were ever so madly in love. if its one thing i learnt.. everybody is a "touch n go" case.. UNTIL they someday meet their true love.. how do u noe ur true love? YOU DONT. when u have every intention of playing her but not do it because u need her.. THATS WEN U KNOW.. i've seen cases worse than this.. i've been thru it all.. u name it, i've seen it.. so its only normal to expect the same.. but what if this time, its not da same? do u rweally think someone can change? i have a fwen.. shes been with "touch n go"s her whole life. to think she'd get it by nw.. SHES STRONG ENUF TO BELIEVE SOMEONE WILL BE DIFFERENT. i've seen her get hurt so many times. i've seen cut marks all over her hand. i've seen her attempt to kill herself in front of my eyes. you might think shes stupid.. SHES NOT shes in love.. i've never seen her go this crazy over just any guy.. this one was special. he changed his whole life 4 her.. he stopped mixing with is jackass fwens.. he stopped smoking.. AND SO SHE TOT.. i was there.. everytime he flirted with another gurl.. everytime he talked to his fwens abt wat he did with her.. everytime he lit a cigarette.. BUT I DIDNT TELL HER! she had so much of faith in him.. to know dat he only fooled her?! it wud break her.. HE LEFT HER AND IS NOW WITH SOMEONE ELSE.. shes on drugs.. she tried to kill herself.. shes going crazy.. and as her fwen, all i can do is talk to her.. take care of her.. listen to her.. BUT I CANT FILL THAT HOLE IN HER HEART. if he only knew how much she needed him.. hes heartless! most guys are.. EXCEPT YOU.. im "him" and you're "her" in my fwens case.. i have gold right in front of me.. but im blind.. im not gonna miss an awesum guy like you.. not like how he missed out on her. BUT NOW, THE QUESTION STILL REMAINS.. WHAT IS LOVE? simple.. its the way you feel about me.. ..and the way i feel about you. ♥ |
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WITH MY HANDS UP, PUT YOUR HANDS UP,
