ok everyone..
its my 100th post..
wohoo 4 me..
LOL
i bet no one cares oso

so anyway,
i feel so.. "bluek"
i mean,
wen i broke up with vittal,
i tot dat all guys suck..
they only love u at first..
and once they get bored
THEY MOVE ON
and leave us broken hearted
i was young..
and i wanted true love..
and well..
no matter how much u think its true..
all love at this age is PUPPY LOVE
so wen i was with vicky
i was so sure it was puppy love..
i didnt want to be so in love with someone
and then cry my eyes out wen they leave me..
so i didnt want to take love seriously..
but then vicky came along..
he was a rweally nice guy
its juz dat hes serious wen it comes to love
and well..
it was already set in my mind dat i dunno wanna be serious in love now
so i guess u noe y this relationship ended so fast..
i mean any gal wud be lucky to have a guy like vicky..
so caring.. so cute.. so understanding?
and i dun deserve a guy like dat..
so i think im gonna stay away from love rite now..
flirt around with sum guys
;)
yeah i noe i sound so...
but rite now
its all about PMR n my fwens!
but obviously, i dunno who to trust now..
because sum people only think of themselves!
and use people 4 they're own gain!
as u all know,
life has been pretty rough these past week..
and though i have lost a few fwens..
i have also gained sum..
and well, everything is getting better..
i can finally see the sun shine thru those rain clouds..
*
vicky,
i noe dat sum day, u'll find a gal who loves u da way u love her..
someone who deserves u and ur heart..
cuz i dun deserve a guy as golden as you..
*
dashya,
you seriously hurt me a lot..
you used me!
dun you feel guilty in any way?
do u even have feelings?
well, i cant belif u need to "use" people to get wat u want
cuz u noe u cnt do it urself bcuz ur so lame n useless..
and without ur "fwens" behind ur back
u'll seriously be a lazy, lonely NOBODY!