haha.. yes!! i finally found it!! THE INTERNET MODEM!! my parents best kept secret hiding place.. IN THE FUCKING DRAWER IN THEIR BEDSIDE TABLE!! i tell you, i feel like an idiot, u know that?! haih, my sis knew all along!! i mean, my parents told her!! WHY?? cuz she's da trusted child.. the little gooddie two shoes daughter every parent wants, and every older sister hates!! GOD!! ok ok, lets not let one small thing spoil my day.. i mean, hell yeah i can use da internet when ever i want now!! ~as long as my sis is not at home la..