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-its over-
Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 6:33 PM
it started with a note.. ..and ended with a sms - it lasted for 5 months 1 week 5 days 10 hours 57 minutes 38 seconds - i saw this cuming but i never tot it would happen just as i was so sure i was gonna ask 4 break up he did it i was ok at first didnt shead a single tear i was prepared ..but.. then he started getting perasan and then just plain mean and i found out HE PLAYED ME i broke down and criend with all my heart - u said u'll love me forever!! u said u'll never hurt me!! u said u'll be with me forever!! but u didnt mean it all ur lies all ur bullshit u hurt me so damn much u bloody ass hole i gave up everything for you i changed myself like shit and this is wat i get - i cant believe i was so stupid i fell for all his crap and bullshit EVERYTHING!! i never tot he would do this to me - well, i hope ur happy u were the only god damn fucker who could put a smile on this emo face u were my everything.. ...and now that you're gone... ...i have nothing you're just like all the other guys you're not different you're an effing playboy and thats all u'll ever be - i guess wat they say is true the pleasure of love lasts but a moment... ... but the pain of love lasts a lifetime... and even though i can say it's his loss... ...deep down i know it will be mine too but i guess thats wat u get.. ..wen u let your heart win.. wen u fall in love.. ..WITH A PLAYBOY - i hope you're happy to see me broken like this it was nice while it lasted im officially tearing u out of my heart but u were my first n i'll never forget you now you're just a memory in my brain a lesson to learn a mistake i made and i'll learn from it thank you for making me laugh and for making me cry for holding me up and for tearing me down you were my everything but now you are my nothing - -dedicated to an ass hole- "i guess when you're 14... ...and somebody tells you thay love you... ...you're gonna believe them" |
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WITH MY HANDS UP, PUT YOUR HANDS UP,
